I never could really figure out how I felt about Jessica.

 I wasn't sure if I liked her for a legitimate reason or if I was just living a teenage fantasy.

 I always admired her for her beauty, but then again is that a good enough reason?

 Or is there something deeper than her beauty that I admired fondly?  

I am not sure at least at the moment.

I remember the first time I saw her I was blown away by her beauty.

I wanted to go up to her and just tell her how beautiful she was, but then I thought that it be best just to introduce myself first before I go off saying that.

Just as I began to walk over to her some guy went up to her and started making out with her.

I thought to myself well there goes that idea, my thoughts where interrupted when my friend Tawun came and spoke to man.

" I seen you eyeing that girl over there" he said.

" Ya well man I tried she already has a boy." I said.

" Dude chicks dig friendships you go on over there and become her friend, I guarantee you man you'll go places." he said.

" Well that's easier said than done man."

" Dang it man, you got to stop hiding behind your fears. One day your going to wake up and you know what your going to realize? Your going to realize that what you are doing now is foolish and your going to regret not talking to her."

" Alright man, I'll talk to her."

" Just be yourself and you'll be fine."

I began to walk over to her every step I took my foot got heavier.

 I could hear the echo of my own heart beat.

I took deep breaths and finally I made it over to her.

I introduced myself and we went from there.

We developed a strong relationship overtime and I knew I could always count on her.

The truth is I still haven't figured it out maybe I do, maybe I don't I just guess I'll have to wait to find out.