Monday, November 28, 2011

The Surivalist Part 1

The night air was very crispy ,the wind was howling like a wolf. It felt as if my toes where going to fall off. I came upon a river, I tried crossing the river but the current became to powerful and before I knew it I was going down the river at a rapid speed. I began to frantically reach for something to get me from the river but I was going to fast to get hold of anything. To make matters worse up head there was rock-crops protruding just above the water line. My heart beat began echoing in my ears, each beat as distinct as the last. All of a sudden the whole world around me began to slow down and my whole life flashed before my eyes. I began to convince myself that there was no way out and once I made it to the rocks I would meet my end. From then on and out each second passed by faster and faster and I drew closer and closer towards the rocks. Although for some reason despite my situation, a spark of hope still remained that I was going to make it out of this alive. I slowly began to lose my vision the world that was once filled with beauty became darker and darker. Then all of a sudden I felt a sharp sense of pain infringed upon my body when I hit the rocks it like a knife was penetrating my skin. I slowly became weary and all the pain was starting to slip away and everything seemed to be at rest and calm once again.

I awoken to my relief on a shoreline safe and sound. I was in an excessive amount of pain, It felt as if I was struck by a log.
I examined my body for wounds, I found that there was a stick that was penetrating my skin.
I tried pulling it out but it was no use it was to deep of a wound to pull out myself.
Blood began dripping from my forehead, it was like rain falling upon your skin.

I looked around me for any distinctive landmarks to see if I could get any clue on where I was.
But all I saw was tree's that's height reached for the heavens.
I looked in the sky to see if I could get any sense of time but it was to cloudy to see the sun.
I became startled when I heard a rustle in the bushes in front of me.
I called out " If there is any one there I am in need of some major assistance."
But all that could be heard was the whispers of the wind.
Nightfall soon came and I hadn't moved a muscle.
Once again I heard another rustling in the bushes but this time it came from behind me.
I forced myself to turn around to see if I could see what it was.
At first It was hard to make out what it was it appeared to be a dog of some sort.
When it came closer unfortunately it was what it had appeared it was a wolf.
I took deep breaths each seemly everlasting as the wolf approached me.
The wolf came closer and each step became slower than the last.
I looked the wolf directly in the eyes and I saw that his dark black eyes glowed in the moonlight.
His hair was as dark as night but as smooth as silk.
He soon was only a matter of feet from me when he stopped dead in his tracks.
He then began to howl, in to the whispers of the wind and it was said that his howl was heard far and wide.
It appeared almost mere minutes after he had howled a pack of wolves emerged from the woods and they surrounded me in a semi circle.
I looked around for a weapon to defend myself but all I couldn't find anything.
They started condensing the circle making it less and less likely that I'd make it out of this alive.
I forced myself up and looked around to see if there was an opening.
There was a slight opening in the middle of the pack but the only way to make it through would be I'd have to run through it.
I knew that was my only option other than just sitting there like a sitting duck.
So I decided I'd go with my gut instinct and I ran through the pack of wolves.
I made it through the pack unscathed however every step I took the stick went deeper into my body.
The pack of wolves weren't to far behind me as I continued to run, every step felt as if was going to be my last.
Up ahead there was rig, I could either jump off it and hope for the best or face off the wolves.
With out even thinking I just kept running and heading towards the rig.
I jumped off the rig mindlessly into the murky waters below.
When I impacted the water a stinging shot of pain went through my entire body and It felt as if I lost all movement in my entire body.
I began sinking to the bottom of the pond deep down into the murky waters below.
I tried making my way back up to the surface but it was if a force was pushing me deeper into the water below and not letting me get to the top.
I didn't give up though I pushed myself to the top of the surface. When I reached the surface I gasped for air, and took deep breaths. I swam to the shoreline and then I passed out.

When I awoke the next day, the sun was out and was shining it's everlasting light.
The wind was as silent as a whisper.
I could hear birds singing there songs in the far away distance.
I got up forgetting about the stick that was in my skin and when I did it hurt like a madman.
I started walking around the sandy shoreline to scout out the area. There wasn't much to the island It on went for about a half a mile each way and there appeared to be no living thing other than me and a couple fruit tree's.

A couple hours later after I had rested for a little bit I began to search for some firewood, wood was scares so I'll need to conserver as much wood as possible.

I started to build up a fire at dusk, and as the fire was building up I went over to the fruit tree's to see if I could get a fruit off of one of the tree's. Once I reached the tree I tried scaling up it but it was impossible because of the stick that was in my skin. I looked around for a long stick, I figured sense I was having trouble scaling the tree perhaps I thought I could nudge a piece of fruit from the tree. I was in luck I was able to find a long enough stick to do the trick. I headed back to the campsite and prepared the fruit for roasting. Nightfall soon came and the moonlight's glow filled the night. The night was peaceful and elegant I could finally relax, take it easy for awhile, or so I thought.

The wind started to pick up all of a sudden. The moons light became covered by dark rain clouds. It soon began to rain lightly as first but then it started to pour. Every rain drop was like a meteor falling from the sky. I looked for cover I saw a cave to the east of the island to get to it I'd have to either swim or make a raft. I decided that I would construct a raft and get over to the other side. I took all the sticks I could find and I configured them into a raft. I tore my shirt into pieces and tied a circular lashing around the raft to hold it together. The knot wasn't as strong as I had wanted it to be but it would have to do. I pushed the raft into the water but the current was to powerful and took my raft before I could get on.

My whole body became frigid as the rain continued to fall. I felt as if I was encased in a freezer with no way out. My bones as brittle as ice. My skin began to freeze all warmth was escaping my body. The whole world began to spin around me I lost all perspective and I passed out.

The next morning I awoke to the sound of a helicopter. My heart began to skip beats. Could it be could I finally have found a way out of this whole ordeal. I began running for the helicopter as fast as I could, I made my way to the highest point of the island and quickly made a signal fire and I jumped up and down in hopes that the pilot would see me. The helicopter saw the smoke and was soon circling around the island, but then all of a sudden the helicopter pilot lost control of the helicopter and began spinning out. A few moments later I heard a loud explosion that ringed in the air, it sounded as if the helicopter had crashed but I am not sure. I set out once again into the wilderness, unsure of where to go or where my I might end up, I guess for now I'll just let my destiny guide the way, because who knows maybe one day I'll make it to the place where I belong.

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Freedom of Expression

What I never seem to quite understand is the fact that, people rarely give me a chance to show them who I am as a person.
I maybe shy-hearted at times, but gradually over time you'd get to know the real me.
I feel as if the only way that I can  truly express myself is in my writing, it just seems as if when I express myself else were It doesn't go ask well as I would've liked.
But then again perhaps I'm just thinking rather negatively about this whole idea.
I mean I'll have to admit I've made some pretty bad mistakes in my life that I wish to forget.
I've come to realize maybe I'm not being treated a 100 percent the way I'd like to be treated but I still have a family and friends by my side.
No matter what gets in my way weather it be an obstacle or road block in my life, as long as I stay true to myself and exercise my freedom of expression I will remain content.

Monday, November 14, 2011

The Puirst to Happiness

As I write down these words we become farther and farther apart.
All I had ever wanted was a lifetime full of laughter and happiness with you.
Instead all It turned out to be was time spent away from you.
The times I did spend with you made me feel like the luckiest man alive.
When I was with you, you took me under your wing and excepted me for who I was.
Despite me being shy, you where still able to unlock who I really was beneath my shyness.
But just as anything in life everything comes to and end, and you where gone in a heart beat.
I don't know what I did, or what made you change your mind about me.
I just want you to know that since then I've moved on and now I am stronger than I have ever been.
I has lost all you had built on to me the strengthen you had given me when you left me.
My passion for writing, and my friends around me have acted in your place and now I am on the road toward happiness.

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Love and Friendship

I've always admired her from a far.
Her friendship I endure, she has shown me the gateway towards happiness.
I want to tell her how beautiful she is every time I see her, but I can't because her friendship means the world to me.
I want to tell her that when her eyes meet mine, its almost as if an inner voice speaking to me telling me no matter what you need Ill be here for you.
All I do know is that when I'm with her I feel happy, I feel like I have a greater purpose in life.
But for now I remain optimistic, she may feel the same way as I do about me or not but at least in the end I still have her as my friend.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

In the beauty of day where no shape or matter has no ends,  I frequently  find myself rather confused on the abundance of things I have yet to discover.
I often wonder whether or not I have the potential of achieving my dreams, even though in my heart I know I can.
I seamless disregard my own mistakes, and in doing so I seem to not to pick up on there meaning in their entitry .
But in the end disradless of my mistakes or misfortunes I have learned that if  and when I decide to act upon them they  will either rule  in my favor, or act against me.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Her light blue eyes are as luminescent as the sky.
Her smile is as heart warming as a child embracing their mother.
Her perception of the world revoles around happiness and ensuring those  around her the same.
Her beauty is far greater than I have ever seen in my life time,  for it's not only composed of inner and outer beauty, but of compassion and love.

Thursday, November 3, 2011

In life man must not disregard his own surrondings.
He must capture in his mind and analazye the diffrent ascepts surronding his life.
He must say to himself" Is this the life I want to live? Or am I living foolishly?"
Once he has detrimed his placement in this world, he either must accept his life  for what it is, or change it for the better.

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Hey Soul Sister


I wish you could connect to me, the way I have connected to you.

I would tell the whole world how much you truly mean to me.

I’d be there for you night and day; no matter what you need I’d be there.

I would travel around the world just to come and be by your side.

Money wouldn’t matter because my love for you is priceless.

Time would become endless because the time I’ve spent with you have been the most meaningful aspects in my life time. 
When I look into your eyes I see not only beauty,  but the vibrancy of your soul.