Innovation

Life is a continuous spectrum filled with creativity and ingenuity.
Everyday a person imagination is explored and innovations are created.
The reality of these innovations is that there never ending and that one day technology will have gone to far.
Technology wont care if where not here for soon it will be able to function by itself,  and before we know it technology will take over our lives.
We will have lost some of the most valuable values of our modern day.
We will have lost our ability to communicate verbally.
For instances technology has over taken my life by I use to call my friends up on the phone but now that technology has become more faster I will have a more discreet conversation with them by simply  texting them.
The technology revolution is on the rise and before we know it we'll be blind sided into believing that we need technology in order to communicate.
When in reality the truth is we don't really need technology as much as we may think we do, for all technology really does is make our lives a little bit easier.

It's quite frankly amazing how the simplest of  words can change a person’s life forever.

When other people share their life's experiences with one another, we can learn from their experiences and form an everlasting bond that will unite us all together.

Although at times life might be difficult, if we stick together we will become stronger than we have ever been.

If we believe that in our lives that any person can make an impact on another person life, numerous opportunities will arise and that even the littlest things of life can come true.

Christmas

There's something about Christmas  that moves me.
It's like no other feeling I've ever felt.
Christmas has given me happiness, even when I've faced my darkness hours.
Christmas has  taught me that it's not all about the presents in which you receive but it's about the essence  of the people of  whom surround you.

Celebrating the One year Anniversary of my blog.

On December 22, 2010 my blog was born. Since then I've accomplished, what back then I thought would be impossible. When I started I had thought that I'd just have a thousand views if that by the end of the year but I was wrong. YTD: I have 2,030 views which is more than I would've ever imagined.

Once my blog became more popular I started to write more often than  ever  had before. I became better as each day would pass I would get other people's insight on how to improve in my writing.  Writing soon became a major part of my life, it was a place that I could always relie on. It allows me to express myself and share my feelings with the rest of the world.

 So far I have written a total of 230 piece's of writting each one I give the same amount of creditabillty. It's often funny to me to look back upon my writing and see how its devolped over this year. It suprise me everytime I look back upon it, I think of ways on how I could improve it or change it up a little bit or most often which I get from my viewers alot the spelling. In the next few weeks I plan to go to each piece of writing and either fix it gramatically or do some touch ups.

I would like to also thank my viewers, I always appertaicte your views and always appertiacate your feed back. But forth and for most my homeroom teacther last year. He was the one who inspired me to start writting. He helped me throughout the beginnig of last year to start off my blog and with out him I don't know where I'd be right now. 

It's been an amazing year, 2012 lies ahead and who knows what the future has in sore for us.

Jealousy

Is it right to be jealous, when jealousy overrides the sprit?

Jealously is like a disease that eats away on those who desire what they seemly can’t get.

When right or wrong is questioned one may ask what’s the purpose of your jealously, is driven out of good cause or bad intent?

All of this seems seemly impossible to understand but if you reflect upon your actions you can determine the source of your jealousy.

We might be jealous over a person, or on the other hand we might be confused on a concept in which we can’t figure out.  

We are often misguided by our jealously.

We allow our feelings of jealously bundle up inside of us and we don’t allow ourselves to express it.

Perhaps we are afraid if we do express it, the person who it’s applying to might not accept us afterwards.

However I believe this is a misconception, yes it might be true that your relationship may change, but I believe it’s better to let the person know how you feel than to leave your words unspoken because you never know what could happen.  

Dream World

I am trapped between parallel dimensions one of which is a dream world the other is reality.

I have grown to except the reality, but still my mind bares thoughts of a dream world in which I must not set aside.

I dream of a distant land far from here, with meadows and valley’s as far as the eye can see.

I am a Sheppard of these lands and I live in peace and harmony with the rest of the world.

I set aside old burdens that have piled upon my chest and look towards the future ahead.

Every day I take a moment to reflect upon my life, and I say to myself do I bare what it takes to accomplish my dreams?  Shall I follow the footsteps that many men of my age have taken to get where they are today?   Or perhaps, shall I take another pathway out into the world beyond and see where it takes me?

All of this I have yet figure out, maybe someday I will.

I leave you with but a question, what would you do? Would you grow to accept the cold hard reality of your life?  Or would you live in a world that is rich in prosperity and all of your wildest dreams can come true, and all it will take is you?

Do not worry if the foundations of your life aren't all set in stone, for life is a contiunus spectrum filled with opprtiunes and new possiblites.
Some people may believe that fate controls all elements composed in ones life.
However I believe that  it's up to you to decide what descions you will make that will ultimately detrimine what your quality of life is like.

Surviving High School

People often misunderstand high school as a whole. They don’t see what truly lies behind the scenes. They don’t see how stressful high school life is compared to the outside world. They don’t feel the constant peer pressure to “fit in” or to look a certain way.

                To me the most relevant part of high school that has the heaviest toll upon me is name calling. I see people all the time trying to put down others moral and they don’t seem to care about it at all. The world is a diverse place with extraneous amounts of opportunities.  Just because a person see’s life’s values in a different aspect than that of the one who is being teased , doesn’t mean they have a right to criticize  them for what they believe in.  

Seeing people being teased like this really has had a negative impact on me, I want the world to be a peaceful place a place where were united and not trying to hurt another person’s feelings. But the reality of it all is we all judge a person before we even get to know them and we constantly fall under the assumption that just because they may be different from us where going to discriminate against them without letting their voice be heard.

My plans for the future are to start sticking up for those kids who are being teased. It may land me in social discrimination but I don’t care as long as stick up for those who need it the most that means more to me than anything. No matter what it takes I’ll be by there side until the end.  I’m hoping that others will do the same; all it takes is a voice, to change a person’s life forever.

The Surivalist Part 1

The night air was very crispy ,the wind was howling like a wolf. It felt as if my toes where going to fall off. I came upon a river, I tried crossing the river but the current became to powerful and before I knew it I was going down the river at a rapid speed. I began to frantically reach for something to get me from the river but I was going to fast to get hold of anything. To make matters worse up head there was rock-crops protruding just above the water line. My heart beat began echoing in my ears, each beat as distinct as the last. All of a sudden the whole world around me began to slow down and my whole life flashed before my eyes. I began to convince myself that there was no way out and once I made it to the rocks I would meet my end. From then on and out each second passed by faster and faster and I drew closer and closer towards the rocks. Although for some reason despite my situation, a spark of hope still remained that I was going to make it out of this alive. I slowly began to lose my vision the world that was once filled with beauty became darker and darker. Then all of a sudden I felt a sharp sense of pain infringed upon my body when I hit the rocks it like a knife was penetrating my skin. I slowly became weary and all the pain was starting to slip away and everything seemed to be at rest and calm once again.

I awoken to my relief on a shoreline safe and sound. I was in an excessive amount of pain, It felt as if I was struck by a log.
I examined my body for wounds, I found that there was a stick that was penetrating my skin.
I tried pulling it out but it was no use it was to deep of a wound to pull out myself.
Blood began dripping from my forehead, it was like rain falling upon your skin.

I looked around me for any distinctive landmarks to see if I could get any clue on where I was.
But all I saw was tree's that's height reached for the heavens.
I looked in the sky to see if I could get any sense of time but it was to cloudy to see the sun.
I became startled when I heard a rustle in the bushes in front of me.
I called out " If there is any one there I am in need of some major assistance."
But all that could be heard was the whispers of the wind.
Nightfall soon came and I hadn't moved a muscle.
Once again I heard another rustling in the bushes but this time it came from behind me.
I forced myself to turn around to see if I could see what it was.
At first It was hard to make out what it was it appeared to be a dog of some sort.
When it came closer unfortunately it was what it had appeared it was a wolf.
I took deep breaths each seemly everlasting as the wolf approached me.
The wolf came closer and each step became slower than the last.
I looked the wolf directly in the eyes and I saw that his dark black eyes glowed in the moonlight.
His hair was as dark as night but as smooth as silk.
He soon was only a matter of feet from me when he stopped dead in his tracks.
He then began to howl, in to the whispers of the wind and it was said that his howl was heard far and wide.
It appeared almost mere minutes after he had howled a pack of wolves emerged from the woods and they surrounded me in a semi circle.
I looked around for a weapon to defend myself but all I couldn't find anything.
They started condensing the circle making it less and less likely that I'd make it out of this alive.
I forced myself up and looked around to see if there was an opening.
There was a slight opening in the middle of the pack but the only way to make it through would be I'd have to run through it.
I knew that was my only option other than just sitting there like a sitting duck.
So I decided I'd go with my gut instinct and I ran through the pack of wolves.
I made it through the pack unscathed however every step I took the stick went deeper into my body.
The pack of wolves weren't to far behind me as I continued to run, every step felt as if was going to be my last.
Up ahead there was rig, I could either jump off it and hope for the best or face off the wolves.
With out even thinking I just kept running and heading towards the rig.
I jumped off the rig mindlessly into the murky waters below.
When I impacted the water a stinging shot of pain went through my entire body and It felt as if I lost all movement in my entire body.
I began sinking to the bottom of the pond deep down into the murky waters below.
I tried making my way back up to the surface but it was if a force was pushing me deeper into the water below and not letting me get to the top.
I didn't give up though I pushed myself to the top of the surface. When I reached the surface I gasped for air, and took deep breaths. I swam to the shoreline and then I passed out.

When I awoke the next day, the sun was out and was shining it's everlasting light.
The wind was as silent as a whisper.
I could hear birds singing there songs in the far away distance.
I got up forgetting about the stick that was in my skin and when I did it hurt like a madman.
I started walking around the sandy shoreline to scout out the area. There wasn't much to the island It on went for about a half a mile each way and there appeared to be no living thing other than me and a couple fruit tree's.

A couple hours later after I had rested for a little bit I began to search for some firewood, wood was scares so I'll need to conserver as much wood as possible.

I started to build up a fire at dusk, and as the fire was building up I went over to the fruit tree's to see if I could get a fruit off of one of the tree's. Once I reached the tree I tried scaling up it but it was impossible because of the stick that was in my skin. I looked around for a long stick, I figured sense I was having trouble scaling the tree perhaps I thought I could nudge a piece of fruit from the tree. I was in luck I was able to find a long enough stick to do the trick. I headed back to the campsite and prepared the fruit for roasting. Nightfall soon came and the moonlight's glow filled the night. The night was peaceful and elegant I could finally relax, take it easy for awhile, or so I thought.

The wind started to pick up all of a sudden. The moons light became covered by dark rain clouds. It soon began to rain lightly as first but then it started to pour. Every rain drop was like a meteor falling from the sky. I looked for cover I saw a cave to the east of the island to get to it I'd have to either swim or make a raft. I decided that I would construct a raft and get over to the other side. I took all the sticks I could find and I configured them into a raft. I tore my shirt into pieces and tied a circular lashing around the raft to hold it together. The knot wasn't as strong as I had wanted it to be but it would have to do. I pushed the raft into the water but the current was to powerful and took my raft before I could get on.

My whole body became frigid as the rain continued to fall. I felt as if I was encased in a freezer with no way out. My bones as brittle as ice. My skin began to freeze all warmth was escaping my body. The whole world began to spin around me I lost all perspective and I passed out.

The next morning I awoke to the sound of a helicopter. My heart began to skip beats. Could it be could I finally have found a way out of this whole ordeal. I began running for the helicopter as fast as I could, I made my way to the highest point of the island and quickly made a signal fire and I jumped up and down in hopes that the pilot would see me. The helicopter saw the smoke and was soon circling around the island, but then all of a sudden the helicopter pilot lost control of the helicopter and began spinning out. A few moments later I heard a loud explosion that ringed in the air, it sounded as if the helicopter had crashed but I am not sure. I set out once again into the wilderness, unsure of where to go or where my I might end up, I guess for now I'll just let my destiny guide the way, because who knows maybe one day I'll make it to the place where I belong.

Freedom of Expression

What I never seem to quite understand is the fact that, people rarely give me a chance to show them who I am as a person.
I maybe shy-hearted at times, but gradually over time you'd get to know the real me.
I feel as if the only way that I can  truly express myself is in my writing, it just seems as if when I express myself else were It doesn't go ask well as I would've liked.
But then again perhaps I'm just thinking rather negatively about this whole idea.
I mean I'll have to admit I've made some pretty bad mistakes in my life that I wish to forget.
I've come to realize maybe I'm not being treated a 100 percent the way I'd like to be treated but I still have a family and friends by my side.
No matter what gets in my way weather it be an obstacle or road block in my life, as long as I stay true to myself and exercise my freedom of expression I will remain content.

The Puirst to Happiness

As I write down these words we become farther and farther apart.
All I had ever wanted was a lifetime full of laughter and happiness with you.
Instead all It turned out to be was time spent away from you.
The times I did spend with you made me feel like the luckiest man alive.
When I was with you, you took me under your wing and excepted me for who I was.
Despite me being shy, you where still able to unlock who I really was beneath my shyness.
But just as anything in life everything comes to and end, and you where gone in a heart beat.
I don't know what I did, or what made you change your mind about me.
I just want you to know that since then I've moved on and now I am stronger than I have ever been.
I has lost all you had built on to me the strengthen you had given me when you left me.
My passion for writing, and my friends around me have acted in your place and now I am on the road toward happiness.

Love and Friendship

I've always admired her from a far.
Her friendship I endure, she has shown me the gateway towards happiness.
I want to tell her how beautiful she is every time I see her, but I can't because her friendship means the world to me.
I want to tell her that when her eyes meet mine, its almost as if an inner voice speaking to me telling me no matter what you need Ill be here for you.
All I do know is that when I'm with her I feel happy, I feel like I have a greater purpose in life.
But for now I remain optimistic, she may feel the same way as I do about me or not but at least in the end I still have her as my friend.

In the beauty of day where no shape or matter has no ends,  I frequently  find myself rather confused on the abundance of things I have yet to discover.
I often wonder whether or not I have the potential of achieving my dreams, even though in my heart I know I can.
I seamless disregard my own mistakes, and in doing so I seem to not to pick up on there meaning in their entitry .
But in the end disradless of my mistakes or misfortunes I have learned that if  and when I decide to act upon them they  will either rule  in my favor, or act against me.

Her light blue eyes are as luminescent as the sky.
Her smile is as heart warming as a child embracing their mother.
Her perception of the world revoles around happiness and ensuring those  around her the same.
Her beauty is far greater than I have ever seen in my life time,  for it's not only composed of inner and outer beauty, but of compassion and love.

In life man must not disregard his own surrondings.
He must capture in his mind and analazye the diffrent ascepts surronding his life.
He must say to himself" Is this the life I want to live? Or am I living foolishly?"
Once he has detrimed his placement in this world, he either must accept his life  for what it is, or change it for the better.

Hey Soul Sister

I wish you could connect to me, the way I have connected to you.

I would tell the whole world how much you truly mean to me.

I’d be there for you night and day; no matter what you need I’d be there.

I would travel around the world just to come and be by your side.

Money wouldn’t matter because my love for you is priceless.

Time would become endless because the time I’ve spent with you have been the most meaningful aspects in my life time. 

When I look into your eyes I see not only beauty,  but the vibrancy of your soul. 

Anonymous

Chapter 1



When it comes to popularity, it doesn't rule in my favor.  My voice is of a silent whisper among all things, and yet the little I do seems to influence  many people. I'm a shy person at heart , believe it or not  I don't want to be,  it's just as if I'm awaiting for life to approach me vs. stepping up to life and challenging it.

I live with regret and remorse that weigh heavily upon me with every step  I take. I just wish I could take it all back,  relive the aspects of my life that didn't go as well as I hoped.

What always seems to be clouding my mind is girls. I'm always thinking about them much more than I should be. It bizarre and I don't know why, after so many let downs I keep pursing them. My time will come that Ill find the right one, but for now I'm just keeping my eyes wide open.

Chapter 2

I remember freshman year as if it was yesterday, I was always trying to pursue these girls and win their heart. One in particular named Alli, man was she beautiful. She was in my biology class, and she  always sat next to me. Every time I'd talk to her my heart would be beating a mile a minute, I was nervous none the less, I try ed not to show it, but with girls they usually can tell when a guy is nervous. I had  convinced myself after about 4 months of talking to her that, it could be possible that she would want to go on a date with me. The only problem was my nerves latched on to me and I became to nervous to ask the question. So I began to think of a way to ask her out in away that my nerves wouldn't make chicken out.  

My friend Jason, who I am very close to gave me the most brilliant idea, since I didn't have the courage to say it to Alli why not just write  my feelings down upon a piece of paper and give it to her. So I decided to do so and this is what i wrote:

Dear Alli,

The past few months that we have know each other, has been some of the most memorable times of my life. Our friendship is pure, and quiet frankly i never imagined we'd make it this far. Furthermore, your friendship has shaped me into a better person than I already was. So lets take it to the next step, give me a chance to change your life, an opportunity to show you my true feelings for you.

Regards,

Xavier

I handed it to her the next day, and she seemed puzzled but I just told her to read it when she got home. She said okay and I was relieved to finally get my true feelings to her. I thought everything would be perfect and she would go on a date with me, but I was mistaken.

Chapter 3

The next few days where quiet with me and Alli, she didn't speak much as she use to prior to being given the letter. I began to worry that I moved to fast in the relationship, that she might hate me and never talk to me ever again. I finally asked her one day about the letter, and what she said was that she had burnt the letter and to leave her alone. The moment she said she burnt it, my heart shattered into pieces. Everything that defined me for who I was seemed to diminish into thin air, and I was convinced their be no other girl in my life.

I told Jason what had happened and he said to me " Dude, what she said to you was cruel and harsh, anybody making your moral drop isn't some one that you should be hanging around with. You'll find another girl I know you will, it may not be in high school but most definitely in the future."

" I don't know man, she meant the world to me she made me feel right, she gave me purpose and truth, and showed me the way."

" You have to move on Xavier because if you don't your self esteem will eat you alive. Plus dude where in a high school, with thousands of girls, the likely hood that you don't find one that's true to you is low."

"Are you sure about that Jason?"

" Yes I'm sure, I'll help you find the right one I promise, I gotcha back."

Chapter 4

When I first meet Jason we hit it off really well. We always talked  about the girls we admired, and about how beautiful each one of them was. Jason would always point out these hot girls,in the cafeteria  and he ask me if I'd date them, and I say ya man.  I almost knew what this would lead to, then we started a betting pool, where we would bet on each other having a conversation with the hot girls that we pointed out to each other.  Pretty soon it became unfair because he knew I barely had the courage to talk to any of them so he started picking extremely beautiful girls. Jason won the bet of course, and I moved on like nothing ever happened. 

Chapter 5

One day me and Jason where hanging around in homeroom, bored outta of our minds. Jason  started raving on and on about this girl he admired, when outta no where  the most beautiful girl walked into our homeroom she had dark brown eyes, and a warming smile that confronted me. She was different from any other girls who I admired, there was just something about her that was unquine, she wasn't just one of those girls who'd give you the time and day like many previous girls I admired, she made me feel that I had a place where I belonged. Jason said me" Oh no man not one of your fairy tale love stories again is it?"

" Yeah it is man, and Jason just because she really good looking doesn't mean she wouldn't like me."

"  That's what you always say about any hot girl you see."

" She diff rent man, I can feel it in my heart."

"  Then if she you're supposed Juliet why don't you go talk to her?"

"  You're crazy man, I can't just get up and start having a conversation with her."

" Sure ya can come on Ill bring you over."

Jason got up and pulled my arm and forced me to get up. I said to him " What are you doing man you're crazy, let me go!" But he dragged me over to her and said "This is my friend Xavier, and he wanted to talk to you."

She looked at me and smiled, which only made me more nervous to say anything, and all I was able to say was " Hi"
She said " Hi"
" So how are you?" I asked her I was holding my breath each second because I was very nervous.
" I'm fine how about your self?"
" I'm good"
Then my nerves attacked me like a meteor falling from a sky and I said " What's up?"

I practically had a nervous break down in front of her, which would have been very em brassing. I had just asked the same kind of question twice or so I thought.  She had paused for a moment which made me even more nervous and she finally after it seemed like a year for her to responded" Nothing much. you?  "

" Same, well it was nice talking to you take care."

 I left before she could respond because my nerves where making it impossible to talk to her at the same time. If you want to know the truth, I really did want to stay there and talk so more I just couldn't. I ran away like a mad man.

I went back to sit with Jason after She had left the room. He asked me " So how did it go man, she you're Juliet?"

I told him the conversation and he said " The only reason she paused was she had to think of her answer it wasn't anything against you dude."

" I wish I could have said more though."

" Dude it's a fresh new start for you, a window of possibilities has just opened up for you, it up for you to decide what you do with your life."

Chapter 6 

   I couldn't get it off my mind what Jason had just told me. I kept thinking, maybe he is right my life does lay ahead of me and its up for me to decide where it goes from here. I then began to think maybe she will really like me as much as I do for her. But I kept in mind that it was probably only a dream though and that I'd remain anonymous the rest of my life.

A few weeks had  passed and I hadn't spoken to her at all, I really wanted to but it was just to hard. Instead I would be telling Jason all about my feelings for her.

" She is so beautiful man."

" I know that, you're always telling me that I don't see whats so hard for you to go up to her and strike up a conversation."

" She to beautiful man to talk to and all I don't want to say  something that's gonna me look like a fool."

" Dude nobody is perfect, maybe you might stumble across a few words here and there, but  what girls are looking for in a guy is who he is as a person."

" I'm not sure, if you're......

All of a sudden she walks by me and Jason, and she goes to go get a snack from the vending machine behind us.

" She's looking pretty today, man is she something."

" Go talk to her she all alone this is your perfect opportunity for you."

" Nah man I can't."

Just then she bent down and grabbed her snack outta the machine, and my eyes sorta wandered to her butt, of course I didn't mean to it just sorta of happened. Then to my luck she noticed that I was looking at her butt in the mirror of the vending machine and came over to talk me and Jason.

" What where you two looking at?"

" I was looking at the snacks in the vending machine to see what kind they had causes I was just about to go over there when you came." said Jason

" Mhmm sure you where how about you what where you looking at?"

I went it to a panic I looked at her and then Jason and then her again finally said " I wasn't looking at anything I just happened to glance your way, right Jason?"

" Yeah totally."

" Mhmm sure you where."

Then she decided to sit at the table we where at and she sat right next to me and she started talking to me.

" So how have you been?"

" I been well how about you?"

" Really good, there been this really cute guy that's been looking at me a lot recently."

My curiosity to find out who this cute guy was, drove me to keep talking to her, it almost as if my curiosity exceeded my nerves for the first time.

" Whats his name?"

"  Well he has these really light blue eyes that are as blue the  sky, his smile is as warm as the sun setting across the horizon. He has black hair that is as smooth as silk, and dark as night."

I began to repeat what she said over and over in my head and I began to think maybe it was me that she was talking about, but then I thought that's only a fairy tale in my mind.

" Does he have a name?"

" Yes it is Xavier Princeton."

Chapter 7





The moment she had said my name my heart skipped a beat and exploded with emotion. I began  to think if what she said was true and she wasn't true my search had finally ended.

" Uh but that's me you're talking about right?" Is all I could say boy what a come back.

" Yes it is."

When she said yes a fireworks went off in my heart and I was filled with happiness and joy.But I was wondering why would she say this if we've only spoken once. I asked her that and she said " You're friend Jason has been telling me all about the sweet things you've been saying about me, and you're kind hearted Xavier you just got to open up more, be your self infront of a girl not somebody whose shy, because you're a really good guy deep down inside."

I never thought I would ever hear a girl say that to me, it suprised me at first and I found that I couldn't believe it was actually possible at points. All I knew was it was a fresh new start to a new beginng, a new chapter lays ahead of me. Now the only question is what's next.......?

You're Beautiful

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
My voice is a silent whisper filled with fear.
I've always admired you from a far, but to my dismay you are taken.
You make me feel,  the warmth inside of your soul.
Your presents comfronts me, it moves me.
You're beautifal no matter what anybody says.
That alone is enough for me.

The Samartian

I am genuine and unique born to endure life, and it's will.
I am like a chameleon blending into the world around me.
I per serve among all others, and yet my actions are left unnoticed by others.
I seek to bring justices to the oppressed in any forum they may be.
I am ambitious to meet with in success.
I am self driven among all things, to find where the sun lies beyond the horizon.

Soar with the angles, and reach for the stars and all you're deepest dreams will come true.
Capture each moment of your life  as if it was you're last.
Live free of burdens and anguish, instead find the solutions in your life, and that will guide into the horizon where all of you're deepest dreams will come true.

Viva La Vida( Live the life)

Live as long as you stay true to yourself.
Love as long as you can breath, because it can easily slip away.
Care for everyone around you, for those who care make the biggest difference in this world.
Listen to those around you, even a silent whisper from a far  for you may save a life.
Lead those who need guidance, direct them onto the road to happiness for once you've accomplished this task, you've lived the life.

A Lifetime

A million tears washed away by a heavy rain that cleansed my soul.
All the memories never to be forgotten, but to be remembered as seldom experiences.
Time has become meaningless, the things that once hurt me have now only make me stronger.
Realization of truth in my life has guided me towards the future ahead.
But for now things still remain unclear, I'm confused on where to go in my life and I'm lost and I need guidance to help me through my life.

Life's Lessons

My life has taught me so much more than I would've ever imagined.
Things that had happened in the past, I hadn't understood them until now.
Like when I was in fifth grade I won this writing contest about what patriotism means to me.
That then hinted my writing future which yet at that point wasn't yet clear to me.
But as I grew older and older I started writing more and more and improved dramatically.
I soon began to realize that my writing had a purpose; had a meaning that people would appreciate.
I then applied what my life has taught me into my writing and at first I hadn't been sure if it would work but to my surprise it did.
To this day I continue to express myself in my writting, and teach others what I've learned.

Emily

I close my eyes and slowly feel as if I'm being amersed into a dream world.
I look around me and all I could see was this beautiful girl coming towards me.
Her black hair was tied up in a pony tail.
All you could see was her light brown eyes glimmering in the sun light.
Her beauty shined like an angel coming from heaven.
As she came closer and closer my heart began beating faster and faster and I knew she was the one who would capture my soul.
Her prescence warms me deep down inside and in knowing she'll be there when I need her most makes me know that in the end everything will turn out alright.

Going the distance

The world around us is vast in many different ways.
There are multiple elements about the world around us in which we will never understand.
But what is most commonly ignored in our society is life's challenges.
When life doesn't play out how we want it to we typically won't take the effort to make it better, instead we remain where we are.
But we can't let life's challenges get ahead of us otherwise it's like giving into an oppressor and we don't want that.
We must commit ourselves into taking that extra step, so that in the end it change our lives for the better.

The Shadowy Figure

It seems as if I was a misted in a world far too elusive for me to understand.

Visions of a shadowy figure would cloud my thoughts.

I'd gotten to a point where I wasn't frightened but rather confused on where I was.

I could feel sweat forming on my forehead as each moment would pass on.

But then my mind would be clouded once again and the shadowy figure would appear.

I felt the surface around me in hopes of getting some idea what kind of terrain I was in.

But all I could feel was icy cold brick.

I looked around me for a way out but all I could see was an endless wall that appears to have no ends in any direction.

There was no apparent source of light and yet somehow it appeared as if the walls were glowing.

But as I looked out towards the faraway distance something caught my eye.

I wasn't sure at first what it was but then I realized it was the shadowy figure that I'd seen earlier.

I called out to it in hopes of a response but all I could hear was the echo of my voice bouncing off the walls.

Then all of a sudden the shadowy figure slowly faded away.

Questions began sprawling in my head but most overwhelming was what did the shadowy figure want?

All of a sudden the world around me started to blur and I became very dizzy and blacked out.

I awake in darkness, uncertain of where I was.

Emptiness filled inside my heart.

I soon realized that I was alone once again, and was slowly being consumed by the darkness.

All my thoughts turn into grievances, and soon I became too eluded to think straight.

All hope that once held was tarnished into thin air.

My thoughts were interrupted when I heard sudden footsteps.

I looked around me but all I could see was darkness.

The footsteps started becoming louder, each step echoing in my mind.

 The footsteps reached the point to where I felt as if they were creeping up my spine.

I turned around slowly taking deep breaths, and saw the shadowy figure.

There was a bright flash of light and the shadowy figure disappeared.

All my thoughts slowly dissolved as I passed out.

I was awakened when I heard birds chirping in the faraway distance.

I looked around me and saw mountaintops as far as the eye could see.

In the faraway distance I could see a forest, it appeared very peaceful and elegant so I decided to walk towards it.

For once my mind was set on ease, I felt as if nothing mattered and for once I could relax.

As I walked towards the forest I listened to the world around me.

I listened to the wind as if it was speaking to me like a voice guiding me on a journey.

I listened to the birds singing their songs telling their story of life.

Before I knew it I had reached the forest, and was surprised to see how large the forest was.

The trees surrounding the forest extended father than the eye could see.

I soon came upon a trail, and I followed it in curiosity of where it might lead.

It lead to a dead end and I started to turn around when all of a sudden the wind around me started gusting.

 The shadowy figure slowly emerged from the woods as the winds picked up in their speed.

I called out to the figure asking it what it wanted but still there was no response.

The figure gestured me to come over, I walked over uncertain what was going to happen, but all I knew somehow this moment was going to change my life forever.

When I got up close to the shadowy figure I observe it.

To my surprise the figure revealed itself to me, and I was in pure shock when I realized who this shadowy figure was.

It was a reflection of my own self.

I realized that this whole time the shadowy figure was guiding me on a journey, towards realization of truth.

I learned that each color that I went through had a different meaning and was up for me to decide.

But most and for most I found myself , despite my many troubles of the past, present, and future.

The truths of life

Life's rewards are the earnest things that one can with hold.
Life's failuries  mustn't be forgotten , for if they do you'll become to cocky to realize the true purose those failuries taught you.
But then again with lifes sucesses, we must envy them to the fullest and truly understand their teachings in our lives.
We will never truly understand lifes teaching for they are far to complex for the human mind to understand.

Freshman Year

Freshman year had some rough patches and it appeared that I would give up all my hopes. I lost all sense of moral. I never could quite understand my mistakes in the first place. Maybe I was becoming far to delusional. But above all I became to over lee attached to the girls who I liked. I never realized the reality of it all till it hit me on the back like bullet penetrating your skin.
Every single time deep down inside I'd have these strong feelings for these girls as if they were the one that would end this heart aching journey. But my senses proved me wrong. I was still single and lonely at the end of the year.
My quest to seek love began early in the year. I sought to win her heart but it was taken. A darkness filled inside my heart and I fell deep into a darkness. But I decided that I'd search for another girl.

My wish came true , and  I was relinquished to hopefully finally find a girl whom I really liked. But the truth was I was misguided by my feelings for her just like the many others I had once tried to woe. I wrote her a letter releasing all of my feelings for her and she didn't take it well. The next day she told me that she had burned the letter which I had written. My whole world came crashing down like a meteor from space. I thought how could she say such a cruel thing? Why would she make my life more worse than it had already become after all the rejections. I asked her why she did that and she said cause that how they get rid of letters in lord of the rings. I looked at her oddly and left. I thought to myself she was to much of an odd person anyway. I convinced myself to keep trying despite my mind wanting to give up.
Then one day my friend Martwuan brought a girl to my attention. She wasn't like the others I could feel some sort of connection that would link us into a partnership. I was afaird that my thoughts once again had decived me. So I sent Martwuan with messages to her every once and awhile. It appeared that everything was going smoothly but then I realized something, if I truly wish to win her heart I must talk to her myself. But I couldn't even though I wanted to so badly. My nevers tedered on me as each day passed by. I grew more and more anxious to speak with her but still I couldn't. I let her slip away just like the rest. But their is still hope that remains if I ever speak to her in person.
The truth is I'm just a boy seeking love. But until that day comes when I find love I stand alone on a thin wire ready to break. Ready to be set free and out into the world beyond
However one day this girl spoke to me. Her words inspired me to never give up despite my loses, and that one day true love will find me, and to never ever give up hope.

The Circle of Friendship

Make new friends, but keep the old.
Treasure your friendship as if it were you're last.
Know that your friendship with each other is like a circle that has no ends.
Through our friendships we live united, and  togehter we are tied in bonds that will last forever.

I never realized how much I really cared about her till one day it hit me.
It was like an epiphany  enthralled in between my thoughts.
My mind was set on one goal to win her back.
However her heart was taken by another man.
But I wouldn't give up hope, I was determined  to win her back.
I respected my boundaries with her and was willing to wait for  my chance to emerge.
To this day I wait for her in the far away distances, listening for her footsteps so that  possibly one day we'll spend the rest of our lives together in peace, prosperity and love.

Beautifully Content

As each day comes and goes her beauty grows within her.
As each day passes by I wish to enthrall her.
But for now I must be content with what I have with her... friendship.

All human interaction's are composed of multiple elements.
Each one with in itself can't stand alone.
Each one of these elements, all branch off from each other till they reach their point of integration.
Their roots define us into realization of whom we really are.

Everytime I look deep down into her eyes I can feel a sense of hope.
Everytime I'm with her it feels as if there is a strong bond that connects us.
But when we are apart it seems like an enturnity.
I wish to express these words to her yet I can't because I can't find the courage to do so.
But as they say words can travel far and wide and maybe one day they'll reach her.

Courage

To have courage man must  be able to regard fear and self confidence.
To have courage man must have the ability to overcome life's challenges.
To have courage man must be self driven, within himself.

In the light of day, and in the darkness of night you lighten up a gateway to my future.
When the end comes near to the point where all hope is gone, you give me a reason to keep my faith.
When the days seem long and never ending, in the end you give me a sense of fulfillment.
The gentle word that you speak, are like a spark of light that illuminates my soul.
When i know that I'm about to cry, you smile and it gives me a warm feeling deep down inside.
With out you I'm incomplete.

Imagine

For just a moment stop and listen to the world around you.
Let all of the worlds aromas  cloud up your mind.
Close your eyes and listen to the whispers of the wind telling you your fate.
Don't deceive what the winds whispers tell you for they speak the true which is unknown to you.
The truth alone may never be be known.

The End of the World

A shadow has fallen across the sea's consuming all of humanity.
The whispers of the wind that were once settle began to howl.
The sun that was once everlasting slowly faded away into the horizon.
The sounds of music that had once harmonized the morning air disappeared into the darkness.

The sounds of children laughing that were once carried by the winds slowly demolished into thin air.

Your life lies ahead of you, explore all of life's boundaries and find the one that best suits you.
Imagine the impossible, for you're only stopping yourself.
Have self moral, believe in who you are not somebody you want to be, because you're unquie that alone is priceless.

Extraordinary Girl

Every time I look into your eyes, I can  see were you true beauty lies.
Every time I see you smile, it comforts me, in knowing that everthing will be alright.
Every time that you passs by, your true beauty shines.
Every time I think of you, I become jealous that you aren't mine.
But no matter if I am with you or with out you in my eyes you’re always an extraordinary girl.

 True love is composed of a single entity that overlaps two bodies. 
True love in it's self can't be simply expressed into two words, it has a deeper meaning then we may realize.
If you truly love someone set them free.
If they return you will know that they were always yours.





 

Love is a mere illusion in which we express our feelings towards one another.
However we have never began to realize where our true love emerges.
Our love for one another is like a never ending journey in which we follow our destiny into the world beyond.
Our love can take us anywhere, it can provide us with the path to happiness but  it can also tear us apart.

Honesty

Honesty is our true virtue.
Honesty is what we all want to aim for in our lives.
Honesty helps us to have the confidence to accept our past, and look towards a greater future to come.
Honesty  keeps us pure in our lives, and allows us to live in sasifaction, knowing that we made the right descion.
 

True Love

Love is a promise that mustn't be broken.
Love is a souvenir that you'll hold onto for the rest of your life.
Once it has been expressed, let it be never forgotten.

The last day

Dream for all of entirety,  and live today as if it were your last.
Fear nothing, but fear itself, take your life beyond it's boundries and discover who you really are.
Live with diginty and push away all the shame and look towards your life to come.
Confront old burdens that have been pushed aside for so many years.
Life or death, it's your fate you choose where to go.
Let your destnity guide the way.

Our Human Nature

All human actions have one or more effects on our lives that will determine our fate on this planet.
Our lives are consistently based off of the opportunities that are arisen and yet we take to much for granted.
But then on the other hand,  reason plays with our minds making us believe things that aren't true to their meaning.
However when our reason goes beyond logic,  we turn towards our desires to swallow us whole.

Sunset

I look towards the horizon and all I can see is the sun as it sets, casting it's shadows across the seas.
I look again,in hopes that I could  see more to this world than I already have, but all I can see is where my life began.
I turn around in hopes that their be something special awaiting  in my life to come, but all I could see was the moon glimmering in the sky.
I began to question my real purpose in this world.
But then I realized the true meaning of my life,  was to chase after my true dreams and to live free in entranl happiness.

The Moment

Through out my whole life, I've been waiting for this moment to come.
The moment when i am  care free,  and the whole world is mine.
The moment that will change my  life forever.
The moment that will detrimine my true destiny.  
Nobody can stop me, but myself.
This moment when everything was perferct, was when I meet you....

Brothers

Narrator: A long time ago in the ancient city of Veronica, there were two brothers of who have quarreled for many years over their right to take their fathers throne.

(Enter Angel and Patrick)

Angel: I am the next in line for the throne. 

Patrick: That maybe so, but all of the words that you speak tarnish into thin air.

Angel: You speak with wisdom, but I speak with the truth.

Patrick: The truth you claim you speak is vague, and unclear.

Angel:  Watch your tongue for I warn you, it will not end well for you.

Patrick: Your insults are false, and with out a doubt you wouldn’t follow threw with them.

Angel: We’ll see about that  

(Enter Father)

Father: What madness have you stricken upon my household?

Patrick: Nothing Sir.

Father: Both of you come forth with me and forget your troubles for another day.

(Father Exists)

Angel: We shall finish this quarrel later, but now let us go and join our father and participate in the festivities to come.

Patrick: Ok.

(Patrick and Angel Exit)

Narrator: Patrick and Angel put aside their differences while they’re at the festivities but as soon as the banquet is done they beginning to quarrel once again.

(Enter Angel and Patrick)

Angel: You insolent fool; you dare defy me in my own household?

Patrick: What’s yours is equally mine as well.

Angel: Equality?! That’s a mere myth! I am older than you and once I take what is rightfully mind I will see to it that you perish!

Patrick: Your threats are mere misconceptions that you conceive to be the truth but in reality they are false.  

Angel: Your accusations that you accuse me of are filled with tyranny that is misleading behind the real truth.

Patrick: Which is?

Angel: The truth will remain hidden deep in my mind for if you were to learn of it you would misunderstand it’s  true meaning.

Patrick: So I’m inadequate to behold the true meaning?

Angel: Your mindset is far too childish to comprehend the realization of truth.

(Father Enters)

Father: What maybe the truth? Speak now for you may not conceal any secrets within this household.

(All of a sudden Angel draws his sword and points it at his Father)

  What’s this you draw your sword on upon your own father? You have no right, I raised you, I nurtured you, and I cared for you and now you wish to kill me?

Angel: Yes sir. I can’t bear any longer a day without me in power.

Patrick: Angel you have gone mad, there’s no need to murder our farther just so you can gain ranking.

Angel: Patrick quiet your tongue, for if you don’t you will be begging for mercy.

Patrick: You waste your breath with talking such nonsense.

Narrator: In an Instant Angel took his sword and stabbed Patrick raptly.

Farther: Stop!

Narrator: But all Angel kept doing was stabbing Patrick.

Patrick: Brother listen to my last words, for they will have true meaning. After I’m dead you will not inherit the throne for you’re not his actual son.  This is the truth that I speak of and may it be known across the lands and for decades to come that you’ll never be who you wished to be, instead you will perish for the rest of all eternity.    

Guidance

I stand alone under an empty street corner, all of my dreams tarnished into thin air.
I look around me for way out but all I can see is darkness.
I look towards the sky in hopes of seeing the stars to guide me to my true place in this world, but all I could see was the clouds.
Just when I thought that I had neared the end ,I took one good look towards the horizon and saw the sun as it was rising.
I realized that there's more to life than I already have.
If I follow the sun, it will guide me out of the darkness and out into the world beyond.

Come back!

I miss you so much, and yet I can see you on the peak of the horizon.
Everyday I wish you stayed with me but instead you come and go as you please.
I cry out to you everyday when the warmth of the day slowly  goes away   " Come back to me!"
But all that I hear is the silent winds that surround me.
But then some days you come back to me and taunt me, making me think your back for good, but then your gone again.
I need you now spring, please come back!

The day was young as I set outside looking towards the world beyond.
I followed the horizon but, as i soon realized it was a never ending gateway towards my true destiny.
My fate had gotten me no were up to this point ,so I decide to take a diffrent path.

Sands of time

I closed my eyes as I slowly fell threw the sands of time.
The brink of life lied between my finger tips.
Life flashed before me faster than a blink of an eye.
Time slowed down and I became confused with my past and all logic seemed to be beyond reason.
The present appears to be confusing at  some points, but then everything starts becoming logical. 
The future that lies ahead of me is yet unknow, but i do know this , Ill never ever let go and that I will keep fighting until the end.

Shinning Star

When I've seen you up there on the stage, I've seen the glow in your eyes.
When I've heard you sing,each note is crisp and clear.
When I've seen you act you portray  the characters so that it makes it believable.
When I've seen you dance, your form is perfect, and graceful.
And now I hear that your willing to give it all up.
For what?
You've worked so hard on trying to be the best and now are going to throw it all away.
So you may not be the shinning star at that moment or maybe not even in the future, just know that in my mind your always the star and its your time to let it shine.

Day one

As I woke up this morning I could see that the sun was shinning and it was going to be a beautiful day.  I set out for school. As i stepped outside I felt a rush of cold air as it  blew across my face that was quite un expected. As I entered the school building I had a confidence built up inside me that today was the day I was going to talk to a girl I liked. I had built up my confidence and knew that it was going to talk to her. I went looking around for her but I couldn't find her. I lost track of time and was late for homeroom. The day went by and all I had been thinking about was her. What am i going to say to her? What am I going to do if she doesn't like me? Will I have enough confidence to talk to her ?  But then at lunch I saw her at lunch. I stopped dead in my tracks frozen like an icelcle  unable to move. I had no idea what to exepct or what to do, so I just standed there making myself look like an idot. The day went by and during passing  she was walking right by my side. I told myself here's my chance to talk to her. But my nevers crept up my spine and I did nothing. I lost my chance today and really blew it. I don't know what's going to happen later today or even in the future Im just hoping that one day Ill talk to her, and that one day me and her willl live the rest of lives togther for the rest of our lives in happniess, peace and prosperty.

For just a moment imagine that the whole world is yours, and you don't have a to follow any of the  rules.
Life is limitless you are able to go beyond the boundaries of life and death and conquer your enemies.
Your friends are with you every step of the way supporting you on what you want to do.
Life seems perfect you got all that you want and all that you need, but there's a problem.
Are you making the right descions that will benfit your piers have you became selfish?
Are you really cotmenpt with what you have or are you hiding the fact that you still want more?
These questions you must consider before making your actions or else in the end you may end up being alone.

As I stepped outside, i felt the warmth of the morning  air.
I felt the sun shining across my face beating down on me like a heart beat.
I could hear the birds singing their songs far away in the distance.
I could hear the sounds of children laughing.
I could feel the wind as it whistled passed my face.
I could smell the flowers bluming realsing their frangances into the air.
But then it began to rain softly at first but then it began to pour.
I began to run towards cover.
I could feel as i took each breath deeper and deeper.
I could feel the cold air as it surrronded me in casing me as its prey.
I began to shiver and everything became so bitter.
My whole world around me began to blur and that the last I remember.
I woke up and it was all just a dream.

Not alone

I stand alone under the moonlight, shining like a star.
Everything around me was so peaceful, so calm,so right.
My friends are with me and together we are all one.
My mind is filled with joy and happiness, life is perfect.
I live that moment everyday, when everything was perfect and nothing  is standing in my way.

Born to be wild

I was born to be invisible, concealed by the shadows.
I was born to be strong, like a lion.
I was born to be swift like a bird soaring across the sky.
I was born to run across the lands, far and wide.
But there is one question that remains....
What am I?

Broken

My heart was broken when she told me she was taken.
I felt as if I was broken into a million of pieces.
I didn't understand what I had done wrong.
Was I undeserving of her love?
Was I worthless to her that she had to tell me so harshly?
My life doesn't make senese with out her.
But we win some and we lose some we just have to move on.
I

Life as we know it

I never conveyed to you how much I loved  you before it was to late.
I never got to decide this fate.
I never got to make things right.
I never let you out of my sight.
But I moved on since you've been gone.

When you smile the whole world stops and there's a senes of magic in the air.
When you laugh you brighten up the day and  realse light into the air.
When you look at me I can see the glow in your eyes.
When I talk to you I can feel like your the one for me.
All I can ask you now is.....
Will you be mine?

The perfect day

One thing is for sure  is that I hope that this day lasts forever.
Everything that has occurred today has really lightened up my world.
I always have been concealed by the darkness of depression but today the light has finally found me.
Everything that made me sad now makes me not understand about why i was sad about it in the first place.
The things that seemed old became new to me as if i hadn't seen them before.
The days that had grown long now seem to be Meir seconds.
Everything has now become clear were as before i was uncertain of who i really was.

Life or Deah?

In life and in death there are endless possibilities.
When faced with life there are endless cross roads that we must conquer and ultimately chose our fate with out any one to guidance  us but ourselves.
When faced with death we mourn but we must know that things come and go and nothing can live forever.
Everyday it's up to us to decide weather to live or die.
Our actions may cause a chain of reactions that could ultimately kill us or we could end up making the right choices that will last for a lifetime.
So you decide will you make the wrong choices that will ruin your life or will you make the right choices that will ultimately let you live in internal peace?

Future

If the future ahead appears to be confusing, remember to to take each moment slowly.
Each moment turns into seconds.
Each second turns into a lifetime.
Before you know it life speed up and starts counting down like a time bomb about to explode.
But what happens when our lives get to a point that is out of our reach?
Where do we go in life?
What do we do as a society?
But what about the present and the past?
During the present we must do as we are told or else the consequences  will come back to haunt us.
There's nothing we can do about our past; the only thing we can do is make sure anything that was bad that may of occurred doesn't happen again.
We learn from our mistakes and we face them in the future let's just hope we don't make that same mistake twenty years from now.
For if we do we will have to learn things the hard way all over again.

open world

I looked up into the bright blue sky and wacthed as the clouds slowly float away.
I looked towards the horizon in hopes that one day Ill find happiness in this world.
But all I see is the sunsetting and internal darkness.
But then I raise my palms out and in front of me and realize that there is still some light in between the crevasse of my skin ready to be realized but being concealed by my past which I have yet been able to face.
So until that day comes the day in which I step into the light I remain in the darkness waiting till I take those first steps into entrnal happniess.

The World

Before we travel the world together there is something you must know about me.
Before we travel upon the deep blue sea's you must know that I can't swim.
Before we live the rest of our lives together i must confront my past and move on.
But then after we have traveled the world together, were is there left to go?
Who do we seek out?
When do we know when it's the right time to stop?

Friendship

Friendships take years to build and yet only moments to breakaway.
When loyalty to one another becomes a question to each other your friendship will slowly demolish.
When your trust breaks your friendship sky rockets down so fast that you cant stop it from plummeting to its end.
Your respect for each other is the most important core value in your friendship that will determine whether or not you remain friends.
We must take into consideration what we put first our Lives or our friendship with one another.
Once we have figured that out we know what kinda of people we are going to spend the rest of or lives with.
But then again you must decide weather or not to abandoned those old friends and move on or stay were you are.
Once we have learned where we want to be in this world and who we want to be with we can move on with our lives and live in happiness and prosperity.
There's only one question that remains.
Did we make the right choice for the beginning?

The Difference

It's you and only you that can make the difference.
You must act now put aside old burdens and set out looking towards the future to come.
You must react now if you wait you will be to late and if you react to soon you will have gone to far.
Now is the time to change your life forever.
Now is the time that we must take a pledge and commit ourselves for a better life.
If we don't act now were missing out on the message of life and what its really about.
We must join togther as a force and as a unity as one the world we be a better place.
So spread the word that now is our time this is our generation and we must live in unity and harmony and peace.

A lifetime

When we were young we were care free and limitless.
But as we get older aggression and responsibility play a key factor in our everyday lives.
When we are young we lay with our parents for comfort when we were frightened.
But when we are older we step out into the world with no shield to protect us when were scared.
When we are younger we are learning the how to add and subtract that are our foundtains for the rest of our lives.
 When we get older we have to build off of those roots that were set in the begining of our lives and use those skills in our lives and make the world a better place.
Just know that we were once young and care free and we alone were limitless no matter what gets in our way we can accomplish anything.

Far away

I looked into the far away distance and saw you standing there alone.
I tired walking over to you but an usal force was blocking me.
Everytime I took a step closer you went father away.
I began to run towards you but all you did was get farther away from me.
I cried out to you but you were to far away from me to hear me.
Everything started to blur and you slowly faded away.
Then you were gone swept up like a bird.
But then all of a sudden time freeze and everything became clear once agian and I realized that this wasn't a dream but it was a image from my past coming back to remind me of what I had done.

The future

Seconds go by with days left in the past.
Hours go by and seconds turn into to mere minutes.
A day has past with memories left abandoned.
A year gone by and nobody seems to notice.
A century gone by and nothing happens.
The world is at peace once again and nobody rejoices or is happy with the world around them.
Time slows down and everything becomes logical.
Peace then turns into violence.
Violence turns to war.
Then the whole cycle of life starts up again.
But why now?

Today ,Tomorrow and Forever more

As today comes to a close things appear to come to an end.
As tomorrow comes new oppuritunes arise that can change our lives forever.
As the future comes who knows whats in store for us.
The only question one can raise is what's next?

Time

Every moment passes like a heartbeat ,as do our lives.
Every second passes and our whole world begins to blur.
Years go by and were filled with mixed emotions that cause us to react differently with one another.
Time goes by and our lives dwindle away.
Flashbacks start and memories haunt us, and overwhelm our mind to a point where weren't able to function properly.
But then there's also our dreams.
We all wish for them to become true but not all dreams happen.
So we find ourselves in a constant war between time and space, unable to chose which path to take or who to follow.
Either path we take will change our destiny forever.
For the better or the worst we must never let go.

Lost

The tears in his eyes he shed with depression and regret.
He'd wish he take it all back, start from day one and do it all over again.
But he can't because he was in  deinal not beliving in himself.
His friends tell him  you yourself have to take a step foward from were you are right now.
If you try your failing but if you know that your going to take that step you will excel.
He still wasn't conviced and was ready to give up.
But then there was A girl he meet.
She helped  him with  taking the first steps of happiness that would last A lifetime.

I never realized how much my intentions would change us.
I had no intention on tearing us apart it all happen so fast that i wish I could take it all back.
I didn't know what I was doing it was as if I had zoned out and gone to a diffrent world.
I'll plea for you to forgive me  for I don't deserve to be hated by you.
It's all up to you.
Will you take me back?

The Dawn of day

I reached my hands out in front of me and they disappeared  like there was nothing there.
I looked up into the sky and saw the clouds floating away.
I looked again and the clouds were gone.
I looked to the west were the sun was setting and watched as the day slowly faded away.
Nightfall soon came and it became bitterly cold.
It became very windy.
I could hear the wind around me howling like a wolf.
All of a sudden the wind would  stop and everything would seem peaceful and calm.
In the far away distance I could hear the whispers of a mother and father telling their sons and daughters goodnight.
But then the wind would rage on.
It began to rain lightly and you could hear every drop as if it were a footstep creeping up your spine.
Then It started pour, every drop of rain was like a bullet falling from the sky.
All of a sudden the rain stopped and everything became still and calm once again.
When It came to sunrise I looked out into the horizon and felt the warmth of the morning air.

Perfection

You cant ask for everything to be perfect and it expect it to be.
Perfections is only accomplished upon ones ability to provide the task that needs to be done.
We must ask less of those who try to make our lives ideally better.
I mean have you ever considered maybe they want everything to be perfect to in their lives.
But they cant because while there wishing they could make their life's better there to busy accommodating for us and making our lives better.
Its how the world works we try to be the ideal perfection to impress other when the truth is nothing can stay perfect forever.

Living up to Our Potential

My teacher  once told me that I had potential and that I wasn't using my potential to the fullest.
That sparked my curiosity and I was determined  to use this potential and experiment with it.
I had no idea were to start or were to go.
It was like going on a journey and having a destination but no clue were to start.
I thought what good qualities do I have that makes my potential a reality?
That was a challenging decisions  because I didn't know which one to pursue the one that i was descant  to follow or the one I had wanted to follow.
This brought me into a fork in a road were I had to choices that would change my life in to different ways.
The Only question now is what path to I choose?

Steps

Each step I take is filled with denial and regret.
Although I force myself to look at the happiness that I had once held.
I dwell  upon those days were nothing seemed to matter that I could be who I wanted to be but now i get older.
As comes with age so did my responsibilities life's challenges soon caught up to me and I no longer was able to have as much enjoyment as I had once did.
I'm nostalgic for my past I wish I could relive it once again but I cant.
While we are still young let ourselves roam free because if we live all up tight all our life we wont take the little things for granted.

Money is no matter when it comes down to how much I love her.
Trying to impress her is a waste of time because I already know she loves me.
I know this will never change because we love each other so much.
When we had first meet I looked her straight in the eyes and knew she was the one for me.
Our happniess was like a never ending roading never to end and forever more.

Journey

At the break of dawn I set out on a journey having no idea were I was going.
I went searching for my dreams because all of my dreams in the passed had never came true.
So if I could accomplish one of those dreams or even come close to them I would feel a sense of fulfillment.
Although it was tough because life's boundaries kept pulling me back.
But I wouldn't give up I kept pushing myself so that I could accomplish my dreams.

Trust

I trusted her from the day we meet.
I could see in her eyes a sense of honesty and truth.
Each moment passed and I felt a connection with her.
Every time I asked her for her honest oping she gave it to me.
But then again trust takes along time to build up and just moments to break away.
I thought she was the one for me the one who would be with me for the rest of my life.
But that was just a fantasy because she doesn't exist.

Fate

Fate is beyond our control and beyond what we can comprehend as the human race.
Sometimes we are afraid to seek out our fate because we are scared to find out what becomes of us.
But there is some of us that seek our fates and when we find them ,   reality hits us hard.
We may try to change our fate by living differently  and having different habits but that's not who we are.
We can't just change our whole definition of who we are just to prevent what our fate does to us because either way our fate will find us.
So maybe we dont like our fate and maybe we wish we could have another persons fate but we should be saistfied with the fate we have because our on fate is ungine to everyone of us.

Dont stop Belving

Never stop believing in yourself no matter what happens to you.
If you let your life get in your way of how you want to live,  your not living the right life that you want to be living.
We must raise our hands up into the sky and never let go because if we do we have failed in achieving our dream.
You might know that you will never make your dream a reality but lets face it anything is possible.
But You might be saying well yeah I have been trying for my dream all my life and haven't gotten there yet.
But Id say you have already accomplished the dream because most people don't follow threw in there dreams they just give up.
You alone to follow threw to that dreams is an achievement and a dream in itself.

The glow in her beautiful eyes remindes me of the night sky.
Everytime I think of her my heart races a mile a minute.
Whenever I try to talk to her I cant because Im a nevorous wreck.
The way she looks at me makes me think Im the lucky one.
But when I see her always hanging out with this other guy I get second thoughts.
I try telling myself that he's just a guy she's really good friends with but for some reason I cant convince myself otherwise.
She really means the world to me and I really love her but I must wait and see and undercover the truth.
Does she love me back?

Physo

His innocents made him look brilliant.
His brilliance's  tricked all of the people into believing in his point of view.
His tricks played games on the peoples minds.
The peoples minds became twisted with thoughts which weren't there own.
Soon the people weren't themselves anymore they solely  relied on him for there day to day information.
He drilled the wrong ideas into these innocent peoples minds.
He told them to commit mass murder.
The people did as they were told with out any objection the world was quickly started to die out.
This Is what he had dreamed of all his life and he accomplished.
Pretty soon the whole world was filled with bloodshed and violence.
He laughed at all the death and pain as if it was a comedy.
He wished that this would last forever but nothing can stay perfect forever.
He slowly died from a sickness that was caused from all the death.
All of his people cried out please don't go away but he did.
After his death the world snapped out of a trans and they realized what they had done.
They all realized that there was never any guy telling them to do this to each other it was all in their heads.
They could never take back what they had done to mankind and for know they stay alone by themselves with blood spilled all over there hands.

Yesterday is in the past

It seemed just like when I was adrift in my own world.
I had everything I could ask for a beautiful wife and all the money in the world..
I hadn't realized that greed had possessed me like a spirit does to ones soul.
I found myself in a society in which everybody hated me and blamed me for their failures.
I begged for their forgiveness but they gave none.
For I was cruel to them by taking all of their lands and possessions as if it was my right to take them away in the first place.
I found myself trying to run away from my past but instead it haunted me.
Every time I tried not to think of what I had done to my people something in the room I was in reminded me of what I had done.
All of a sudden I passed out and everything I had done flashed before my eyes.
I woke up and found myself were I had first started my world with a brand new start to make things right.

Dream On

As a society  most of the time we take what we have for granted.
But do we ever consider what other events are  happing in the world around us?
Probbably not.
You see we have all sorts of distractions that makes us forget whats really going on.
Have you ever considered that there maybe a person out there dreaming to be in our shoes?
But all they can do is dream on because they know there odds of filling our shoes are slim to none.
However dreams can come true if you belive that you can accomplish them.
So next time you see a homless person or a person in need dont just walk right by them and act like there nobody treat them as if they were your brother or sister.

Goals

When we wake up everyday we set goals for ourselves.
But the world around us distracts us sometimes from perusing our goals to the fullest.
In addition the human mind is quite complex which means that our minds might trail off from what we want to achieve but cant.
A majority of the time we set goals but let our life's get in the way.
But that's not always our fault events take place in life that may traumatize us or get us distracted from achieving our goals.
However when these events take place we cant let them take us over and prevent us from from achieving Our goals.
For example say one day you woke up and wanted to go climb Mount Everst.
You couldn't just go ahead and climb the mountain the next day.
You would have to train and get in more physical shape.
Now lets say we climbed all the way to the top of Mount Everst and just had a couple of more feet to go.
Will you go all the way to the top or will you throw all your hard earned work away?
We must tell ourselves I woke up one day and said I would reach a goal and now I must follow threw and not let events and our actions get in our way.